Thursday, April 29, 2010

Time is Slipping Away


It was an average day. I did not expect anything spectacular to happen on this day as I waited in line at Starbucks for my coffee. I drove to work with my radio murmur and heading into the school building. I was actually tired and was just trying to make it to the weekend. The kids were stressed and tired from testing. Fights were happening more and more on the playground and I found myself complaining more about my job than being thankful. Then in one moment my perspective changed. I walked into a conference where I was told that one of my girls that I had been working so hard with would not be returning for the rest of the year. In fact, she would only be here one more day. I was filled with heartache. This girl had made so much progress. She was on the track team and making friends. She had come such a long way. She was even doing better in her school work and now they were taking her away. I was a little angry and then it just turned to sadness. It was a reminder to me that I don't have much time with these kids. Although the days seem long, the year goes by so fast. I need to be making every moment that those kids are with me count. I need to be doing the best job that I can so when the day finally comes for the kids to leave, I have given them everything they need to be successful in the next part of their lives. I pray that little girl remembers what she has been taught and that she will be successful wherever she goes in her life. For I will probably never see her again.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Her Time to Shine

I know, it has been way too long since my last post. We have all thoroughly thawed from the Blizzard of '10 and the DC populations has been enjoying getting out. I almost high fived someone my run the other day because I was so happy to finally be outside again! Things are still going well here and busy as well. Although basketball season is now over, (we made it to the finals!) I now find myself sitting on the bleachers with lots of sunscreen and my bottle of water at track meets as I watch the kids run. As fun as I'm sure this sounds to you, I am so proud that I am here. One of the girls that I have been working with all year long who has struggled with self-confidence and insecurities which has led to multiple fights on the playground, made a bet with me that she would try out and make the track team. This alone was a major step for her as she does not believe she is good at anything and does not usually participate. The deal was if she made the team, I would come and watch. As you can see, here I sit in the baking sun on the bleachers watching this girl run her heart out. I stood there with the coaches as we watched her and when she took off we all said the same thing, "Wow. She can run. Did you know she was that fast?" Her coach then told me he would be putting her in other events from now on. This is her time to shine and she was radiant! And that's all my job is. I am not a miracle worker and I can't force these kids to do anything. However what i CAN do, is provide opportunities for these kids to shine and slowly uncover their strengths. Through all their challenges, they all have incredible abilities. I like the title of my newest book that I am reading and I think it sums up my job the best, Teaching Superman to Fly.